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culture.

"incredible india"
cant seem to get that slogan from our tour-bus out of my head. heh.

really picture-heavy (:
no words for today. coz' erm, a picture speaks a thousand words? and i have loads below.
so, enjoy!

BOON SLEEPING! hahaha.

that's it now.
went to Huda's school this morning to buy her schoolbooks. i dont really like the idea of writing names on a fresh textbook coz' it just reminds me how school is nearing and how i have to prepare for a new school term. so luckily we have notes instead of books so i can live in denial for a while longer.

anw, I'VE WATCHED NEW MOON! SORRY HAIZA, i couldnt wait any longer. the temptation was just too strong. heh. the movie was soooo much better than Twilight. i guess the change of director was a good idea afterall huh.

ok makan time!

back from India! was so happy that i got the windowseat on the flight back. the skies are like marshmellows. yummy marshmellows. was sleeping like a pig but woke up just in time to look at the sunrise. really beautiful.

anw, India was really awesome. shopping was especially great. we got to shop almost every single day. how awesome is that. plus the things there are dirty cheap so it's real hard to control your impulse buys. surprisingly,i didnt finish up the cash that i brought along which is totally hard to believe coz' i really bought alot. in the end i spent some of the balance on a whole lot of mags and a book at the Bangalore Airport.

anyhoo, i bought soo many things for the loved ones as well as for myself too. cant wait to give away the souvenirs! and im totally loving all the India-esque things i bought for myself! (:

but even after all that, by the 6th day, i was missing singapore. it's almost unbelievable but i miss everything singaporean. &i hereby declare that im at least not going to be eating Indian cuisine for one whole month coz' i've been eating it for 8 days straight. what im really craving for right now is LJS. they dont have LJS there ok. but i have to say, the food's really really good.

i have soo much to blog about India. and i feel like uploading all the photos that i took but it's alot. so i shall post up the pics on the balloons we prepared for Nabilah's birthday celebration at the hotel room first. we actually prepared the balloons and placed it on her bed as a surprise. i hope you liked it babe! no, you better. haha

video's in malay.taken after Nabilah saw the surprise. ooooh, there are some stuff said in the video that should be censored. but oh wells. heh.

i reeeeaaally had fun. but what made it all even more fun were of course..

these girls. every single day during the trip, i kept on laughing my ass off because of them. really enjoyed being with them. i mean seriously, without them, i think the trip would be boring. thanks girls (:

(anw, i think i look so messy in the video above. tsk. taken before our flight back spore)

my darling boon and Haiza too. for always patiently waiting for me (coz' im always the last one to get up and bathe) to get ready. and esp Boon who always wrestles with me and play pillow-fight with me coz' Haiza always sleeps so early.

we really wrestle and do stupid stuff ok - like pushing each other to the corner and beating each other up with the pillows. and Haiza would always be in the middle, the innocent one. haha. but fun shit i tell you. haha

and Haiza! i dont know how i'll survive without this babe of mine. almost 70% during our shopping time, i'll be like " ZA ZA, IS THIS NICE, OR IS THAT NICER, NO. I THINK THIS IS NICER RIGHT" hahaha. so dependent on this girl. love you babe! (:

i love everyone of you! :) omg, now im like missing the trip already.
time flies by really fast.
sometimes i just wish it would stop so that i could take this all in.

but ANW, I WANNA WATCH NEW MOON! and i have a whole list of Hindi movies that i really really wanna watch. blame it all to the fact that the channels there kept on showing Hindi shows. heh. Shahrukhan is the bomb and Shahid Kapur. gosh.

eating sushi right now. never taste sooo good. yummm!
ok now, more photos of India when i feel like it. byeee

p/s can i have Samsung Corby plssss. i saw it all over the posters in India and i think im in love with it. hmph

one-week hiatus.

hari raya was so much better than expected. saw darling cuzzies including nabilah this time. miss her so much that as soon as i saw her, i gave a big hug. now that everyth's going smoothly, i cant wait for tomorrow. will be flying off later today. which means that i have only two hours to sleep before i wake up and get ready for my flight. luggage done, i just hope i wont forget anyth.

okay now, will be gone for one week,coming back next Sun.
let's pray that i have a good flight to and fro.
&dont miss me too much people, heh (:

here i am, one hour after my last post IM LIKE, BLOGGING AGAIN.
2nd post for today. wth. i like got nothing better to do.
i seriously cannot sleep lah and im supposed to wake up really early later(it's 3+am) to see goats getting their heads cut off. i dont know how im going to survive. though i think most probably the smell of those goats would help me me stay awake. tsk.

i think Lady Gaga's Telephone is soo much better than Beyonce's Video Phone. coz like that Beyonce song doesnt make sense at all and i hate the video. i only like the part where Lady Gaga joined it. but anw, the lyrics for Lady Gaga's Telephone are quite stupid. i mean i really know how lyrics of songs nowadays can get really boring, forever talking about sad stuff, love, wtshit but i mean im sure you can come up with better lyrics than that right.

anw. Lee Hongki is seriously fucking hot. i like him blonde. i usually hate Asians who try to dye their hair like, blonde-blonde, but he's damn cute with his blonde hair.

stupid guy why u so cute bodohssss.

and the bonus plusplus point is that, he can seriously sing!! not that singing-through-your-nose kind of vocals that guys nowadays usually have(it's like a trend or something, tsk) but like good good vocals. and HE'S 20!!! omg, which means i still have chance lorr. can go Korea, find for him.

hahahahaha. kay fanatic sia hidayah. i think i need Haiza here to give me that look and i'll snap out of this fanatic Korean craze of mine. i didnt even go this crazy the last time i watched BOF.

okay i really have to go to sleep now.
k bye.

everyone in the house is asleep now.
hari raya haji is tomorrow but i dont feel like celebrating it.
mayb it just feels so weird that we'r celebrating 3 hari raya(s) this year.
the last one was just over and now we'r celebrating again?
flight's on saturday morning but somehow, im not that excited for it just yet.
i wonder what happened, i was excited for it yesterday.

even this drawingno.dontknowwhatcoz'toomanyalready from m.n.a cant make me snigger stupidly anymore.

am i so muddleheaded and fickleminded? i cant seem to make good decisions nowadays. wts wrong with me. if this goes on, i'll end up hurting everyone. :/

anyways, congrats to Syafiq, my tuition kid on ur Psle results. im so proud of you boy.
& selamat hari raya haji everyone.

p/s i just cant stop it. i've tried, but i just cant. call it a habit if it makes u feel better. hz.

it's incredibly hot today. so i dont know what the hell was i thinking when i wore out black today. i swear i was sweating like a pig on the inside. and i wore it to Geylang summore. everyone knows how hot and stuffy Geylang is. so wearing a black collar long sleeve ontop of a printed top is a bad idea mann. tsk.

Geylang was....well, just hot and stuffy. haha, i dont know why but when it comes to describing Geylang, i have limited vocabulary. mayb coz' Geylang is not exactly one of my favourite places in Singapore soo ya. mum was so excited, showing me around Geylang, but sorry mummy, Geylang is just...i dont know. heh.

okay, i know this is an ugly picture of my lunch. but it didnt really deserve a nice shot. coz' it was freeeeaking salty. dont you people go "at least u got food, some children are starving out there" now okay. everyth' on this plate is sooo salty that i think my blood pressure went up already. tsk. soo irritating.

i was asking mum why she closed her eyes but she was like "im enjoying my food lah, then you take picture of me" hahahahahaha.

i declare this the "PHOTO OF THE DAY" it's fucking funny okayy. i cant stop laughing everytime i look at this picture. hahahaha

take 2. at least this is soooooooo much better. hahahaha.

beggar wannabes. look at Huda's expresion. super LOL.

at least the Geylang trip was with darling sisters and mummy. the rest all, erm no comments. heh. i think it's pretty darn obvious im like trying to refrain myself from talking bad about Geylang. oh wells. but the weather, most of all, is the killer. tsk.

ANYWAY, HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN ADAM LAMBERT'S PERFORMANCE AT THE AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS. IT'S LIKE O-M-G. WHATDAHELL IS WRONG WITH HIM. IT'S DISGUSTING TTM. NOT THE KISSING PART, BUT RATHER THE WHOLE THING BY ITSELF. WTH LAH SERIOUSLY. AND I SHALL NOT MENTION ABOUT HIS ALBUM COVER ALSO. COZ IT'S EVEN MORE WTH.

anw, i've started packing coz' mum scared me just now saying that i seriously have not much time. haha. thx mum.

lazy tuesday.

before anyth at all, mum and dad are going off to watch 2012 in a few minutes time. i havent watch it yet so im extreeemely jealous that they're going without me. hmph. they are always havin these secret dates.

anyway, cooked up brunch with Huda today. i was supposed to make breakfast but i was youtubing throughout the whole of last night till 3+am on the cast of You're Beautiful. so i didnt get to cook breakfast coz' i couldnt wake up early. but anyhoo im in love with the You're Beautiful cast! they're all insanely hot and cute. and Park Shin Hye is pretty much gorgeous like OMG. i dont even go crazy over Taylor Lautner, Chace Crawford and those hollywood actors (okay, mayb except for Adam Brody, he's kinda hot) but these korean guys are like omg.

but anyways, i've decided, im going to get a Korean boyfriend who has alil' bit of Lee Min Ho, Lee Hongki, Jang Geun Suk and TOP's features too pls. hahahahahahaha.

so the below are videos of one of Jang Geun Suk's commercial in Korea and Park Shin Hye's dancing. (Park Shin Hye and Jang Geun Suk are main actors of You're Beautiful!)these are for Nabilah, Rifhan, Siti, my fellow Korean pple! hahahaha. omg, im like a fanatic sia. haha.

i didnt know she can dance like freaking well. i totally love the second part when she was dancing to Satisfaction. shes in the middle btw.

kay,korean stuff aside, the sisters and i had pancakes with raspberry swirl icecream, honey, and strawberry jam on top for brunch. eventho' the appearance of the pancakes are not really appealing, it's super yummy okay. haha. so dont ever judge a book by its cover! it was all alil' mixmatched since our drink was root beer HAHA. but nvm, we eat the pancakes the Sajalis' wayy.

we were bickering the whole way while doing the pancakes. just got lucky that the kitchen didnt explode or something. we wanted to make like really huge and round pancakes but erm, that didnt really happen. hehe?

our pancakes. i told you the appearance of these pancakes seriously cannot make it one. but it's really nice lah okay, hees

with my raspberry swirl icecream

huda says YUM too! haha.

i've yet to pack. i seriously cant do it during the last minute this time since i'll be going off for one whole week. why am i so lazy. someone smack me pls. pfft.

anw going geylang tmr. i want to get Arnold's! (:

mood: irritated like f.

am irritated with this particular being. i dont know what the hell is wrong with you but its kinda obvious that you're trying to hurt me with those words of yours. you're trying to make it all sound innocent and unintentional but i think ive known you long enough to guess that it's really the opposite. you're trying to show how great your life is now and what not, and i mean that's reaaally good for you but i seriously DONT CARE and i dont wanna know anyth about your life anymore. i mean thats exactly the reason why we've not been in contact right - not wanting to know about each other's life. the way you commented about the past was kinda harsh but ironic considering the fact that you were a part of it once.

im really irritated by all this shit. shouldnt be bothered by this kind of people. no.1 in wishlist, less drama pls. ugh.

tomorrow im going to have a movie marathon at home with the sisters and cook something up or probably go swimming with them. coz' like im bored of doing housechores already. told u the enthusiasm will wear off. hahaha (x

im so irritated with the internet's connection at home right now. the thing is, if everyone in the house is on their lappies or the home's computer all at the same time, connection would be pretty slow coz' everyone's hogging the wireless. this is one of those times which i would love to have an upcoming project or something so i can use it as an excuse to ask people to get off their freaking lappies. and the connection would be all minee.

on second thought, okay mayb not. as in, the project part.

so how am i doing since Bibik's gone? pretty good actually. woke up quite early for a sunday, at 11am to be exact and i did housechores! hurrahs for hidayah, the spoilt-pig-who-usually-sleeps-in-till-late-afternoon-and-doesnt-do-a-shit-of-housechores. and im pretty proud of myself. i plan to keep the house spick and span for this one whole week before i fly off :D i just hope this enthusiasm of mine doesnt wear off after today.

so anyway, sent Bibik off with the siblings at the airport yesterday. everyone was practically fussing over her coz' we didnt want her to get lost. kept on calling her handphone, to ask her whether she's alright. just coz' of her height, we keep on thinking that she's a small kid. HAHA. but yeah, she's really short, this im not kiddin.

there she is, Irah, my bibik! okay you cant really see her height in this picture. but look below, when she's put beside me.

im like about 162cm? and my Bibik is wayy below my shoulder. so you can roughly guess what her height is. and by that, you may say, she's quite short. she's slightly below huda (youngest sister) too.

there you go freakazoids, i told you im not kiddin when i say she's short. she really is! short and cute. i love you Bibik! hahaha

everyone's fussing over her. esp brother. dont know why he so stressed up also. he's scared that if she get lost it will be like those cases, once-lost-can-never-be-found-again, that kind of thing but like hello, she's like an adult already? hehehehe but seriously lah, the last time she came to s'pore alone also whaaattt. i saw my brother stressing up, got me all stressed up also. aiyo.

we look so solemn in that picture.

me : eh my face look like sad face or not?
sis: not sad face, but fat-face got ah.
=.= SHEEEEESH!

ate at Popeyes for lunch. im getting bored of all the usual fastfood chains in singapore. it's seriously time for them to update it mann. like adding in A&W and TacoBell? i dont want to go all the way to JB if i want to eat tacos and delicious onion rings lah okay pls. unless i have a transport then i can go anywhere i want, including KL.

but main point is, MORE VARIETIES OF FASTFOOD CHAINS, LIKE HELLOOOOO. anw, Popeyes' mashpotato is the SHIZZZ. yum.

k random pics nexttttttt

so then we checked out T3. we were like total tourists, walking from one end to the other end, entering all the shops. taking pictures at every single place in the terminal. T3 is damn huge and quite empty. and since, i've never been to that part of the airport before, i was in awe as usual. but actually nothing, it's almost the same as the other terminals. only nicer. HAHA.

this one super cute like that. it's like one of those things that can be found in Charlie's Chocolate Factory or something.

and now that thing's close. super cool right. and oh, finally a picture of Ali.

saw these eskimo-like shoes. it was for sale and all the sizes were beyond huge. i doubt there's even anyone with that kind of feet size lah. no one will buy it, i think if i come back there tomorrow, the number of shoes up for sale will still remain the same.

told u Terminal 3 is soo huge that security cant even catch this man sleeping there.

had fun acting like a tourist the whole day. i told them if im like all grownup next time, i wanna go on a one-day shopping trip to other countries. it'll be like i leave singapore in the morning, do some shopping overseas and come back late at night. it would be super cool, rather than always shopping in singapore. it can get soo boring, no? but of course when i said that to them, they were giving that "yeah right" and "mcm phm" kind of look. thanks ah. hmph.

anyway, Mai's leaving tonight! so, a shoutout to Maimai! have a fun trip okay darling! rmb to bring back a hot london dude back to singapore for me. im going to miss youuu! MUAH! :D

*bro said that they are all going to Sentosa on the 5 of Dec, he asked me along and i really really want to go but i'll still be overseas. the thing is i'll be coming back on the 6th, in the morning summore! so i ask him to change the date to the 6th but he was like, too bad. ugh. SO UNFAIR! to add on, he said that he'll mms me the pictures at sentosa. basket.

lil sis having high fever right now. no wonder the hse is so quiet now. get well baby. (:

music : break your heart - taio cruz

this person asked me to give credits to him for the above picture coz he drew it.
so yeah, credits to m.n.a. =.= heh

**mayb i need a black notebook to write down all my confessions. so when i feel alil uneasy about something i do and i cant write it in my blog, i'll just jot it down in my notebook.

so where can i buy a notebook at 2+am in the morning?

sometimes i dont really like the idea of us children, growing up so fast that sometimes we hardly have anytime for each other. even the idea of a simple family dinner at home would be difficult coz' everybody is busy with their own stuff and plans. that does not exclude me of course, since me myself cant seem to stick my butt at home these days. i miss my family times where everybody, yes all 6 of us are at home, spending time with each other.

sidetrack : that last sentence above, if whoever show that to my future in-laws(whoever it might be), i'll win the best daughter-inlaw award siaaaa.

anyways, thats the reason why i cant wait for Dec to come when we'll be going off for a vacation. i think it's about time we children tag along instead of the usual honeymoon affairs that mum and dad had been having this past 1 year! totally unfair. hees.

so last family dinner was last Saturday at our favourite seafood restaurant. then dad later on brought us out to Mustafa Centre for late night shopping. me and sis were obviously happy coz' we get to update our makeup! i finally got my hands on my Revlon Bronzer. my last Bronzer finish already. i totally need bronzers okay coz' im too fair and i can look like ghost sometimes so bronzers make me tan-ner. hees.

this picture suuuper cute, no? dad was doing the peace sign then mum was like, "eh wait wait, i want to do that also" then she also gave the peace sign. haha.

my eyes look as if it's been stuck together with glue. tsk

the food there is seriously the bomb especially the chilli crab. it's a must-have everytime we go there.

you see how mum and dad eat. like no care for the surroundings you know. especially my dad. if you eat for one hr, he can be silent for that one hr. coz' he wants to concentrate on his food. tsk.

MY SHORTIE-SIS! hehehehehehehe.

this girl ah..im still very angry at her right now, coz' she almost destroyed my lappie last night. i was scolding her, but the next thing i know i found myself sleeping. i think she got irritated and knock my head with something. hmmm

i totally dont get why some people like to keep on saying "yours truly" for every of their solo pictures. so i shall too. -- so this is of course, yours truly -- =.=

no pictures of brother alone coz' everytime i take a picture of him, he'll claim that it's ugly then delete it. sheesh. so yeap, my family has been close since like forever, and now that we are spending lesser time together coz' everybody is pretty much occupied, i really miss family times. well yeah, most of us would want to spend more time with friends and everyth, but ultimately you would want to go back and be with your family. that's how i feel at least (:

going off to the airport tomorrow coz' bibik's going home for Hari Raya Haji which simply means us children have to do the housework for 2 weeks straight. but it would be 1 week for me since i'll be flying off next week. so yay! haha.

BTW BTW, I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL AT ALL THIS WEEK. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. not even one out of 5 schooldays like what i said in my previous post. HAHAHAHA. but whatever, last week of school. HOLIDAYS UPPP. HELL YEAH. :D

p/s omg, great minds do think alike! (X

slackiest day of 2009

i know i've made the hugest mistake.
to even make that promise to you and breaking it in the end,
im really sorry.
i guess we just cant rush these things coz' in the end, both parties would end up being hurt.
again, im really sorry but it's for the best.

i dont think im in any position to gain sympathy from anyone right now.
i made the decision, so i have to bear the consequences.
omg hidayah, this is gonna be the first and last time you make a decision like that.
doink me. ):

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anyways, i know i mentioned it in yesterday's post that i'll be going to school today, but apparently i didnt coz'.....im lazy. it's already the last week of school for goodness' sake, im already in the holiday mood, so you cant blame me if i rather enjoy myself than go to school riiighhht. anw, i would probably sleep in school and i dont want that. heh.

so instead, went breakfast with Haiza. was supposed to be together with Sha as well but someone didnt wake up coz' she was enjoying her sleep. the best thing was, that someone was the one who planned to eat at her school's Macs coz' it's cheaper. haahahahahaha. but anw in the end, we still got to meet Sha coz' she decided to skip school too. BFFS or whaat. skip school together. baikkk ahhhhh. hees.

anw right, MACS's McGriddles is the sex. i've been loving it since forever. i wonder why some people dont like it. it's super awesome lorr considering that im not the breakfast-kind of person, in fact eating breakfast always make me wanna throw up but Macs' breakfast set is YUMYUM.

so went to Haiza's house before going over to Sha's.

sidetrack: my tummy's growling like f right now. but i ate that yummeh sandwich with Sha just now already. hmmmmmmmm

have i ever mentioned how i feel that Haiza's lappy should be given to someone else or that it should be donated to the orphanage or to the needy? this girl ahh..she dont handle her stuff with care you know. i pity the lappy. should be given to me. two lappies dont hurt you know. hehehe. anw see lah how she treat her lappy (look below)

everytime her lappy is in her hands, i fear that it'll fall out from her hands and kaboosh, it'll be into pieces by the time you can even blink your eye (haha , okay bedek, exaggerated). im not surprised if very soon her lappy get destroyed tho'. hahahaha.

then we met Sha, hung around her house for awhile,watch some funny shizz ON youtube, and when Haiza went off for training i accompany Sha to the polyclinic to get MC. &omg,i saw my really really really oldtime pri sch. crush there and i was likeee, "Sha, hurry hurry i want to see how he look like now" too bad he walked too fast and we were going the other direction anw. i cant believe i pulled Sha asking her to hurry. hahaha.

this girl got 2-days MC. how unfair is that. but oh wells i cant skip anymore. i really really have to go to school tomorrow. at least one day out of the 5 schooldays is good enough right. and yeap, im gonna skip friday. coz' i dont like the idea that Malay Lit is being pushed right to the end soo heck lor. plus, it's last day of schooooooool.

anw shoutout to Sha : dont be pissed anymore okay darlin'!LOVE YOUUU.

*i want to watch 2012! it has totally rave reviews so goons, let's go okay! haha :D

* MY LEFT LEG EFFING HURTS

today must have been my slackiest day ever. i think? hmmmm